December 2009
35 posts
Patience,
I will have.. Patience :)
5 Years Strong,
It amazes me that after each year passes, whenever I talk to you my heart beats faster. Even if it’s something small like “hey jellybutt,” it always puts a smile on my face, and I always look forward to the next text message you send me. We’ve been on and off for the past five years, and as I told you today I’ve loved every minute of it. From when we liked eachother...
That's it?
Exactly… That’s it.
I am a very impatient woman. So get a fucking move on. :) Thanks.
It's What We Need,
Yesterday, I found out (through my sister & Facebook - of all things) that my older cousin Jennifer is pregnant. When I first found out, I was upset because she’s so young (21yrsold) and I know for a fact that her life isn’t as stable as it should be to have a baby. But I have the world of faith in her, she needs this baby.
I say that, because she’s done a lot of stupid...
I highly believe in second chances,
which is why, I’m giving you a second chance of being my friend. Not my boyfriend, but my friend. After Wednesday/Thursday you have really proven to me that you can be my friend. You listen, you give me advice, and you’re blunt as hell. I don’t know how I am going to explain it, but its whatever.
Thank you, by the way, for listening to me.
Obstacles,
are always hard to overcome, but when you have great Boobies like I have, there is nothing that we can’t sort out. Recently we had a disagreement and for a split second, things were very hasty. Luckily however, no matter how long or short it took, we all came to. During the process of “fighting,” I will admit that I was scared to lose my relationships with these girls, but really...
I'm sick of that shit, like real talk.
It's Almost Been One Year,
since my whole life changed. This one day marked the beginning of a year that has definitely has it’s downs. Sunday is my one year anniversary to my car accident. And to be honest, it hasn’t hit me yet. I’m really scared to go back, but you know what I need to, I need to get over this. Since Dec.20th of last year, I have no been able to drive on Alum Rock or McKee.. and to go...
“can’t wait to see u again”
– Him.
I only want ONE.
"i know you talk to all these guys and date hella...
Yeah, okay. You say you don’t care, than you bring it up? You’re so full of shit.
"let me take you on a real date"
wtf. fuck you.
First of Many,
OBeast Dates! So yesterday was the first day EVER that Michelle my OBeast, got to chill by ourselves. I’m so glad that we did, because I began to really realize why were opposite boobs, we have so much in common! I got to listen to what makes her tick, meet her family, make her baby sister cry.. Everything was just perfect. I wouldn’t hae traded my OB date for anything. I like to think...
"jus wondering wanted to kno if u wanted to hang...
After Redwood City, I’ve really started to notice a difference, especially after talking to OBeast, which she said “squeeeak…” Haha! It’s surprising and it really caught me off guard, we’ll just have to see how things turn out! But now it’s Wednesday, Thursday, and Saturday(: I’m excited.
Hooky,
My mommy was gunna play hooky with me today! But she ended up having to go to work… But this morning I had walked in her room to fix the internet and there she was at 10:47am about 2 hrs late for work reading her book.
LMAO, I was like.. “Mom don’t you have work!?”
M: Yeahhh, but i’m kind of lazy… :D (<-yess, that is what her face looked like)
J: Oh mommy!...
The more I check up on you, the more and more I...
Pretty self explanatory, but honestly I never realized how on edge you really were/are. You’re a very intelligent person but right now i’ve never considered you more of a disappointment. I used to be proud to talk about you, but now whenever your name comes into context, my heart sinks. I’ve never been so hurt in my life.
I am not about to rekindle whatever relationship we had.
...
One more day, just one more day...
I need my girls.
jesscann:
(via edamameee)
I’m here too!(:
I'm glad,
he finally came around.. or at least is starting to(:
I'm giving you the end of this week.
Busy busy busy Jelly this week! Finals whoohoo! Than BREAK! WHOOHOO!(:
Plan for today:
- Eat lunch.
- Study.
- Study.
- Study.
- Shit, STUDY!(:
But yeah, end of this week, because I’m not putting up with this. Hell no am I going through this crap again, so get on it.
I really like the initiative. I just don’t know what to do.
Football Sunday,
I cannot believe the Pittsburgh Steelers. Are you kidding me!? The fucking Raiders!? Losing against the RAIDERS!? Oh lord.. So disappointing.
Today was a good day for football, New Orleans won AGAIN.. barely but still won! They are nowww 12-0 and I know for damn sure they’re going to the Super Bowl(; Oh yessss!
Oh wee, so FD#3: Guess who won dinner and a movie!? Haha, 4th time winning in a...
Goals for next quarter!
First things first, I am not going to have my BB in ANY of my classes this quarter. It’s kind of a bummer since I know it’ll be a lot harder to stay close, like we are now. But it’s kind of a good thing since the both of us can chase our careers. This next quarter is going to be a lot different, I’ll be on my own with my own life in mind. This quarter I will admit, I fucked...
Btw, thank you Soul Sister for my "Pleasure...
Wellsfargo,
A: U can sing for me when ur available..
J: Haha! Oh no, maybe if you're lucky(;
A: Lol...If I'm lucky???
A: How can I become lucky??
J: Maybe after Chicken n Waffles
A: That sounds like a great plan!
“Thanks for making my day today :)”
– Wellsfargo, ;) MHM
SCPH 2009,
was an interesting one.
Started off picking up Chad, than headed over to Littlehale’s house, got there about an hour late, and introduced Chad to everyone. Than we all just chilled until we ate, than Kim started talking about how she didn’t like Hawaii and how the water was too cold for her.. LOL. I just looked at Chad shakin’ his head smiling.. Sorry! Hurting, she was hella...
“A CLASSY WOMAN IS IRRESISTABLE”
– Pleasure P
Something bad has to happen for something great to...
Beasty Shoppin'
So yesterday Beasty came over to mi casa, watched tv for a bit than headed out to AT&T to get his iPhone upgrade, unfortunately he couldn’t since I guess his upgrade isn’t until 15 months from now. (Hurting.) But than him and I ended up going to Vallyfair for some shoppin’! And it’s been so long since i’ve actually gone shopping…It’s almost winter...
Winter Quarter Classes,
Damn was it a pain in the ass to pick classes! I stayed up ALL night to pick classes and than what happened? Damn system crashed! For being a popular community college, De Anza really needs a better system for picking classes, like real talk. But I guess things always tend to work out! I got two of the classes I wanted, out of three:
SPCH 1 7:30-8:20am MTWR
ARTS 1A 8:30-10:15am MW
So,...
Horoscope 12/02/09:
I haven’t done one of these in awhile, decided to see what I had in store for me, since Tuesday was kind of an off day…
Take matters into your own hands. Conflicting advice is less than helpful.
Everything is better if you have someone to share it all with. Call up your best friend, your partner, spouse, neighbor or relative and ask them to come out and explore the world with you....
Relationships,
In the past few days, I’ve really started to look at myself and say, “Are you fuckin’ kidding me right now!?” I’m never like this, I don’t act like this! I know what I want, and I know what I’m afraid of.
I guess this is why I don’t like commitment, and why my relationships are so short.
I’m seriously afraid of falling too deep, and getting...