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The growing experience...

Hmm #2,

1) As mush as I think about it, I always regretted the path I took, but at the same time, I don’t. Life’s all about experiences, and with the path I took, I was happy and that’s how I know I made the right choice, no matter how frustrating it was. I constantly had it in the back of my mind, how things would have been, but that’s not healthy to always look back. I still wonder, but everyone takes different paths and feelings are never stable. I know I lost my chance, but hey, it was just another experience, right?

2) I don’t know what we’re considered? But seeing how things always end up like this, it’s just more confusing. It seems as if there’s always someway we come back to one another, but at the same time, we both push each other away. I know what I want, and I know what I’m ready for, I’ve just been waiting for you…I guess, literally? I’ve made a lot of mistakes, and so have you. I’m sorry for the ones I’ve made, I acted out of line and I apologize, you’re better than that, and so am I. I hope that you can say that we learn from each other, but how would I know? There’s never any communication between us, and really, that’s what I’m waiting for…still. I wasn’t lying when I said, I’ll always be here.

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