Day 2: Your Crush
Dear You,
I wouldn’t consider this a crush, I’m not even sure what this is…But whatever it is, I know it’s just lingering. We could never be anything no matter how much I’ve tried or you’ve think you’ve tried. I don’t know why things are the way they are, or why we some how end up in this position, but whatever it is, it’s not making me happy. That’s all I ever wanted out of you, was to be able to make me happy. And for the time that we had, you did. I looked past a lot of things that I shouldn’t have, and I let a lot of those things go unsaid. That would probably be my only regret, that you never got to hear what I had to say. And the times I did, that at least I thought were important, you never listened, or you did and didn’t care. I never know what goes through your mind, and I think deep down, I’d really like to. As of now, I’m on a blank slate with you. I don’t know what you want from me, or if you want anything at all… So, I guess that’s it?
It’s good to hear that you’re doing well, and I’m happy for you. Hopefully in the future, someone will be happy for me.
Love, Jelissa
